Bro we miss you,
all of us missed you, I miss you. Have been thinking the great times we spent with each other. Just hope you’ll stay strong inside,
while we take great care of Janice for you. We’ve been spending more time with Janice, to accompany her and stay by her side. We’re meeting every weekend, sometimes even weekdays. Bro, I’ve taken her already as my dasao and this is not going to change. She loves you and I want you both to stay strong. Stop asking her to move on, and remember what I promised you – a better partner, you’ll be the first to know.
I’m sticking on to my words, I promise you. But this will not be the case; she is still crazy in love with you as ever. She’ll wait for you; all of us will be waiting for you. Take care inside; I’ll do my best – whatever I can for you. Whatever you need anything, feel free to just ask me. I love you bro. Don’t ever feels nobody’s there for you because we’ll always be here for you, I will. Don’t worry so much, always remember good conduct inside. Lots of benefits when you perform well. Don’t give up on yourself, don’t give up on us, and don’t even ever give up on dasao. When you always thought of giving up, think of us. Think of the events, activities we went through together. How much we’ve been through together, how close we’re. Even sometimes I go to a place, does something – I remembered events we did together. Those fun, happy, joy, and laughter.
But brother I promise you, this all wouldn’t be the past. It’ll be waiting for you to continue more when you come out. Everything will be multiplied, more fun, more joy, laughers, just like the past. Hang on, I know you can do it. You’ve always been a role model to me, teaching me stuffs, guiding me along to whatever problems I’ve. Don’t let yourself go, because it’s not the end yet. All of us will live strong for you outside, while waiting for you. You’ll be so proud of each of us when you come out. Dasao, Faiz, and myself – you’ll see all us living strong while waiting for you to come out. Everything will be fine. God bless, take care. xingjie, always your loving brother.
x
you.
We weave together different plot lines, wondering if the outcome of the story might be
different were we to have done or said something other than what we had done or said,
all the while knowing that the various alternative outcomes are just more stories - fictions meant to distract us from what's actually happening. And so we pause from weaving and commence breathing, gently and non-judgmentally saying hello to what is...
Oy vey.
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